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Name: Jesse
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 6/3/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: making pizzas
Expertise: cockfighting
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/15/2003
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Will i be? yes. fuck yes, fucking hell yes i will. do it. dont fucking sit there, just get on yer fucking marry way and do IT!!! | | |
| I don't want to be alone. i never wanted to be alone. i fucking hate it. i hate that i have no one to talk to, i hate that i have no one to call. i hate that i have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. i have that i have no one to share my hopes and my dreams with, i hate that i no longer have any hopes or dreams, i hate that when i scream, and i scream bloody murder, that i am screaming into emptiness. i hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming.
They let things come and they let things go and they live without possession and they live without expectation. They do not need, depend, create or define. they do not see beauty or ugliness or good or bad. they just is.
just be
lose everything you know and everything you desire and ignore those who say they know. practice not wanting, desiring, judging, doing, fighting, knowing. Practice just being. Everything will fall into place. | | |
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awww. i love mikhael.
lets bring back the sexy | | |
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3 years later...
"youve changed"
"only on the outside, im still the same jesse"
"no. the old jesse is dead, your weak, dull and pretty much all around sad"
"burn? wtf is your problem?"
"you. go back, just dont say shit and go back to the way you were"
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"come with the clever, come with the spunk, bring back the fun for the love of god bring back the fun. be the jesse everyone loved. and do it soon, or if your not careful, his ganna be gone for good"
"wow, bad case of the mirrormask"
"eh, yer getting there. that was semi - humorous"
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I cannot life without my life, i cannot life without my soul.
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